this morning was terrible. i opted out to saying "today" because i don't want that one event to ruin my whole day.

my car got key-ed. im rather mad and sad about it. not only is it the day before school begins but my hope that this quarter to begin on a high note has decline. im not mad about the keying itself but the reason behind it. i felt that it was so unfair for anyone to destroy anyone elses' property. it hurts me to think it's over something petty. my ranting has be ongoing. i need to get over it. letting something this petty take over me is too much.

i need to talk to people to help me. it has been an eventful day because one of my old classmate came along for me to confide it. i cannot let one negative thing ruin an entire day. +

:) a smile. i just have to keep on going. there are many days to come.

yesterday was my birthday. one of my wishes was to receive an orange from someone. i know, such a random wish.

today, as i was walking back from the library from studying, an old lady approach me.

she was carrying a bag of orange and gave me an orange. : ) she put a smile on my face the whole way back.

coincidence or not, i believe that wishes do come true.

with that said, be careful what you wish for...you'll never know, you just might get it....

I have offficially crossed and inducted. Check.

Working my way through my to-do list.  

Today,

I took my CPE exam and turned in my paper for beh. in org. i'm so over it.

after, I ate a humongous donut in less than 5 minutes. (and I think I  might have diabetes from so much sweets).

And then I realized how tempting vending machines are. : ) I fought the temptation.

Today,

I read twilight. Yes, I'm in with the cohort. I am on no team though. 

After a few weeks of sleep deprivation, my debt is paid. 3 hour naps are amazing.

Today,

I feel proud of myself for pushing myself to be out there.

However, I'm still afraid to fall over the edge.

I accept that I am still not yet ready to fall.

 In exactly a week, I will no longer be a teen. I'm not sure how I feel about that.